anyhow, as i expected, i don’t care to write much.

this just isn’t all that hard for me. I talked to some people who quit after two days or three days.. but its like, not even challenging. i wish it were, cause if it ewre a challenge, i could get excited about it. because it’s not, i kinda want to stop doing it so at least i wouldn’t have to go to the bathroom all the time.

but something worth doing is, apparently, worth doing for ten days…

how many days are in.. i don’t even know how to spell it.. the festival of lights? maybe that’s how many days i should do it for.

or maybe all of lent. i imagine my confession afterwards would be “forgive me father, for i have sinned, it has been ten years since my last confession. i went 40 days without eating the fruit of the land you have provided me with. strike me down.”

and then the fireworks show.